Geoff Freed Online
July - December 2008

This is great from the point of view that a koan is meant to drive one away from the logical mind to the realm of the intuitive, not to be confused with impulse, imagination, channelling, psychic phenomena, hunches or subtle mind tricks and old rehashed graphics.

It seems so long ago, a distant star in the myriad universe, that I was a Zen Buddhist lay disciple or monk to a Sensei, and a little later a pupil to a Chinese Sifu. But I feel that the koans of transformation I learned are as relevant in the world today and our environment and politics. Before this a few reflections. Just as thoughts are top surface so to speak and awareness underneath, the backdrop of the witness, then the so perceived outside world is transient, the wave on the ocean and the awareness the depths, the underneath or behind as it were, although having no spatial content [similar to sub particle stuff], having gaps, spaces, isolated, yet dynamically moving, yet awareness is seamless, whole, complete and still, with the canvas of the backdrop the witness and the thoughts the actors on stage moving and dramatic. Here is a kind of Koan. The one I was given was a classic, before I read it. "In movement there is stillness and in stillness there is movement. What is it that is still and what is it that moves."

Thoughts and objects may seem fragmented, the witness may seem to be polar opposite but when the koan is intuited they are neither. The koan had me transfixed, I went to Sensei with explanations, concoctions, clever mind plans, and then one day I was deep in contemplation, having been gripped in a fever of excitement, as if my whole life evolved and revolved around this koan [it has to be in resonance with you and he gave it to me as I literally was throwing someone in seoinage {shoulder throw} and I gasped and dropped the guy to the floor unceremoniously, [he was not hurt] and it consumed me for weeks. Then as I was crossing the passage way from bedroom to bathroom, a flash of knowing hit me like an express train at a crossing. I rushed out the house with pyjama top and jeans and got the bus and train to Sensei's house and I rushed in unannounced. Before I could utter a word he said" sit down have some tea, you will never be able to explain what it is, it is beyond description, logic and reason. You are not enlightened this is kosatori {minor enlightenment}, now your troubles really begin, for you will not see things as many others do, you will be misunderstood, never the less you will in yourself know the truth of what is". This is true and suffices as today.

The complexities of today's living is a koan of hard reflection and borders on a seemingly solid foundation, and yet as the new physicists' have found, beyond words and what is seemingly solid is only made solid by our minds grasping this as a reality. When our minds finally accept all is in the mind and beyond, then our grasp on the solidity of this world, the materialistic element will melt asunder.

The still depths of the ocean, the field, is analogous to the awareness, the ebb and flow of the waves, the going and returning of the illusion of the waves being seeming reality. They are the surface of Life. The stillness and movement are part of the whole. They are the interplay of duality. The middle way is neither. Sounds arise from the stillness, they fall back to stillness, each to their own and yet as one. Searching for a beginning and end is pointless, for there has never been a beginning or end, just the eternal cycle of birth, death, each begetting the other. This is the flow, cease looking for ends, beginnings, reasons, explanations and the truth will dawn. Freedom will be attained and joy will be. The still mind is still, thoughts ripple over it. We can see from the impasse of medical, political madness, crazy logic, nanny states, power structures that reasons and ends beginnings are a paradox, a koan.

The Still Pond
A ripple, a wave, Life
Life, death, the still pond
What is Life and Death?
Life has no opposites
Only birth and death are opposites
Is this Eternity?

Maybe eternity is the constant interplay between Yin and Yang. The perpetual motion about an axis, a centre of gravity, the midpoint in the see saw, perhaps this midpoint is infinity and from this formless void, it becomes the womb of creation, and yet remains empty of content and substance in Itself. It is the fount of Creation, neither Yin nor Yang and yet their origin. The ego struggles with these concepts because they are not logical and have no clear boundaries {sub particle analogies again} and are not understood and can only be a mind game of recognition or imagination unless intuited and experienced in deep with an ah ha factor. A kind of liberation and exaltation in its realisation.  

Materialism drags one from deep inner peace and depths although through acquisition it might bring temporary satisfaction, leaving one to desire more, and feel empty when deprived of it. The next shot, hit, dose, the drugs, toxins. The market for narcotics is ripe and rife. The credit crunch may bring with it the withdrawal symptoms. It could be an awakening. The crunch of tightening up to the land of plenty, a koan in itself. Having withdrawal symptoms may reveal where we had placed our false faith. Interesting enough now the East is adopting more materialism the addiction is becoming evident too. The hunger and thirst for more. More cars, houses, TV, Hi Fi , computers, modern technology and so forth, dragging one away from spiritual, not religious and contact to the Earth Mother, bringing in more flesh parlours, vice dens adopting global marketing economies with its rape and pillage of the natural environment. AND YET, the very crest of the wave, the very crest of Yang, the fullness of one, by the flow of Cosmic Law turns about Itself to bring in the opposite, as the seasons melt into each other so it will be when the seemingly crazy world affairs turn around and take us once again to the next beautiful step in evolution. Can we see or intuit the Koan of Transformation which our present climate offers us. What a glorious time to be living and as the worlds conundrum confronts us, realise it is the living Zen of Transformation.

To examine a subject of another facet of life in the physical body. I call it the morph or empathy. Some people I know are morphs or empaths. They are able to live on contact with another or a film, plays, experience from book, and so forth as though they were that. So much so they become that experience, that person. Some do healing through this, others make fine actors, some detectives solve cases through this process, some healers, and therapists do this. The trick is to know you are morphing and not become obsessed with it, to be the witness and yet go through the almost reality of it oneself. There is a possibility of getting possessed by the process and so losing oneself and become a split personality or have sub personalities. When on my travels to various centres, workshops and psychotherapy, counselling work, I have people tell me they genuinely love this planet, and yet feel they are aliens as it were, and morph things, people, animals and so forth to experience the variety of life experiences not afforded to them in their own planet or realm. I felt like this for many years and I have been many years with teachers as above and in the course of my therapy and counselling training got put through the mill of analysis and such like and of course scientific training, pro soccer and the like, the forensic scene and its attendant so called horror, and yet I still feel that I am an empath to certain extent. The Tibetan tongal {see other blog} is a good technique to protect one from becoming the absorption}, some visualisation and imagery exercises are useful.

Morphs have this ability to be like a sponge. They can alter their own frequencies to absorb or align, resonate with that part of the morphee (that which one is morphing) similar to telepathy, but with the experience of not just knowing but feeling and in some cases living out in a different way to a morphee, and almost produce a movie or fantasy about this. Sometimes it works out the same way as the morphee. I can do this with some people or things. Not so much now, as I seem to be more interested in enlightenment than morphing. I did have a few instances when I knew what certain famous people and people in trains would do next or say, and I felt like them. Some do it in sleep and others in the awake state. There is a warning to not become obsessed or possessed. This is akin to the psychic sponge. Sitting next to a stranger and feeling drained, anxious or the opposite. Feeling atmospheres in places and the like. Today so many people are high through so called recreational drugs, that their auric energies, their ego stuff surfaces rapidly and furiously, sensually, erotically, violently, madly, that morphs have to be very aware and cautious. Morphs may find that are still within themselves, before the occurrence, that the fullness of the other is attracted to the  emptier state of the other. Just as a battery flows from higher potential to lower, as weather fronts flow to opposite pressures. It is at the exact point in that empty state of observing that the morphee's energy is attracted to the morph and the witness can lose its empty propensity and become latched, docked into the morphee, the ship has docked. This exact point of transference is the point where an experienced morph holds back their complete surrender and a remnant of the morphs 'observer ship' is retained.

Onto another aspect of this age. In my 1967 writings I came to this point of those who lived and created centres and those who lived a life in the wider community. Just recently I had a conversation with a person who has centre abroad and they said that she was pure and not contaminated by worldly affairs: she did not read newspapers, had no TV, and did not go to doctors, and she felt that we should all strive to become like her. Some wealthy world guru's, workshop leaders give this impression too. Each to their own. Dear Eileen Caddy said to me "Some are like flowers and some are like bees". I see this as the fishers of people in the sea and those at home. My writings went onto say that there would become a time when mayhem would reign, taxes, floods, disease, weather and natural disasters, this would be the end of an era, it would be a sharp reminder to awaken. There would be fall out zones [not radiation but disaster areas], those who lived in the world, understood the world problems would be able to assist in the awakening to the fallout people. Some could then go onto being world servers, perhaps locally, some globally and some would find their way to form or join centres.

I like to read teletext, get involved in what is going on in the world and I feel I can glean information without being contaminated with it. I suppose some mud sticks, although I have some very perceptive friends who will sense this and share their findings with me. This is me. I like to watch all sport on TV, I like some musical and comedy talent shows, and I like science fiction. Some well known teachers I know who I regard as sufficiently aware are into this as well. I also appreciate the people in centres do Stirling work and we have to have a cross section of servers from the famous book writers and world teachers, the workshop leaders in small church halls, the spiritualist churches, mediums, healers, teacup readers, shamans we all have a part to play. The trick is not to be addicted and move on. The moving hand having writ, writes on.

The world koan, the multinationals and the greens, the medicals and the complimentary, the poverty and hugely wealthy, the raping of the world and the conservationists, the fanatics and the non-fanatics, the greedy and the sufficient. The list is endless. Applying the example we can say yes we can find explanations, such as green the world, share wealth, nature has the cure for everything. Yes and these maybe answers or even solutions. Yet until we wrestle with this, get frustrated and amazed at the leaders of our world and so on, it is not until both sides disappear into the AH HA of the quiet non aligned mind, and we experience the deep inner peace and joy of the Ko satori as above, that we have an extraordinary energy to be the midpoint in the koan, so to speak and then act out from that. Who knows what may occur from there or how we shall act.

Perhaps as self growth work, spiritual quests go a koan for that could be. As I am enlightened and so is everyone else, why do I seek enlightenment? Is this another mere illusion? If I do not seek what am I? Do I drift aimlessly in the ocean of transmigration? Yet to seek it is pointless for this is who we are, and yet not to seek we may never attain. What is attainment if we are already there? Where is there?
In some spiritual writings it refers to the redemption of matter. I see this in a few ways. At sub atomic levels matter is not solid, you know this scenario by now, if not an easy read is The Tao of Physics by Fritjof Capra, so in this respect matter is redeemed from solidity to whatever it is when not solid. In a spiritual sense when one comprehends in depth, not through reason and logic, that the entire universe dissolves and rebuilds itself in never ending creativity, then the realisation is that matter redeems itself to its non solid form or spiritual propensity. One may say that the universe's purpose may be to take matter to spirit, or raising all matter to consciousness. I have stated in many previous blogs that the Universe created Itself from Itself in order to experience Itself. My teachers told me many times about the Zen or Chan saying' The spirit of Eternal Loneliness, and that is why the Universe created Itself in order to know Itself and so experience a companionship in Its Creation.'. Is this not a koan in itself? Of course then begs the question who is God? Who is this Creator? How did the creator if there is one come into creation? Who created God, and if there is a creator of God who created that?

I do not have any answers to the last few sentences in the last paragraph. It is a Koan and when one suddenly has a deep profound AH HA, and as the old Zen states, your back sweats, your mind dissolves and then you know. Can it be explained? For me I feel it outside of words, a cop-out one might say, my reply, when this happens to you, you will know. It is a direct knowing, life changing in a very deep and comprehensive way. Life is never the quite the same. Yes this has happened to me as in Ko satori, yet this does not mean enlightenment in the literal sense. Some people who have come through major tragedies, illness and disease, breakdowns and deep trauma, have deep awakenings, they too can be koans in some sort of way. To know your enlightened is to still be in the realms of knowing and is a false enlightenment. Those who perceive others as enlightened are projecting their own imaginings as transference. Perhaps the financial, climate, energy, obesity, alcohol, knife, gun, and relationship breakdowns of law, people countries and the like will turn on the light of understanding and then beauty, true love and harmony will be restored. When the world koan is resolved by the mass population or a majority of the mass [see 100 hundred monkey or critical mass] then the so perceived world mind set, which seems so rigid and concrete will shatter and hey presto we will have the new paradigm in place. What is the new paradigm like? There will be no blueprints for we are an organic process and like the Universe linked to the DO [the way of the Cosmos, the Tao] and so we evolve through the deep contact and relationship with It. Each a link in the Cosmic Chain.

When will this happen? In Buddhism there are many sects. These you can research, however in Zen and Chan [Chinese] there is the sudden school and the gradual school. Some get the Koan 'understanding of no understanding' suddenly through the Masters pressure [the master in our study is the disasters that befall us personally through our relationships or through world events, health and so on] or the gradual school which tends to chip away. It's like being thrown into the pool in order to learn to swim, or starting off in shallows and water wings. To me it seems that it is a mathematical equation 'the density and thickness of the mind is proportional and in relationship to the sudden or gradual awakening'. I am sure a mathematical equation could be formulated and then we could really get stuck in the mire! For me I sometimes need a drama to awaken me, and yet at times it is sudden. If in a monastery one can be in a sudden or gradual school, if in everyday life as it were, both may apply due to the variety of life and intensity of pressure.

There is a lot of chat about the crop circle that indicates a particular alignment and it will be significant if this alignment brings a notable event. I can foreword you this by e-mail. Masuru Emoto put a water flask as per his technique on a crop circle photograph and the resulting crystal turned out like a UFO. Was it thought transference many asked? I feel it was in the collective and yet partially true. August 1st 2008 and the 16th 2008 presented us with the two eclipses of sun and moon, then the 8th 2008 with a presumed numerological huge energy impact. Well we can build these things up in our minds, we can collectively ramp it up, however there is evidence, see my last blog regarding the up step of energies, and after all if we study the Bose-Einstein condensate [I shall go into that at a later date, maybe November] and particularly the book by Danah Zohar 'The Quantum Self' and Fritzof Capra 'The Web of Life, A new synthesis of mind and matter' which I read some years back when studying atoms and particles that these phenomena can be created and also as we are a complete system, totally shared. I shall give as usual my own take on this condensate.

As I type this in [Aug1st 2008] water has been found and confirmed on Mars. What will this mean for the future? More about this in later blogs. Craig Covault from the Aviation and Space Technology has said that NASA has informed the White House and the Bush Administration about the 'potential for Life' on Mars. Scroll back to my UFO article and you may get some clues as to where this in years to come may lead us. The water has traces of perchlorate which is one of the main constituents of rocket fuel. Either it leaked from the craft or it is natural to the planet. Some say it is from another space era of a previous habituation.

The press are at it again on August 5th 2008, teletext ITV announced sitting in the sun and be careful is good for one and that injections of vitamin C have been found to shrink cancerous tumours. Broccoli also found to help prostate cancers. What about the denials from the medics and big pharma regarding this? Now fluoride is raising its head, with forty years of research ignored just because it is a quick fix and saves money. A quote by a famous scientist 'what good is a having a set of white perfect dentures if you die early of thyroid or bone cancer'. By the way too much fluoride also causes mottling of the teeth. Some crazy doctors want to give flu shots to children. The real problem is tackling preservatives, pesticides, artificial and processed sugars, GM grains, hormones and additives to the food and a chemical cocktail in our water supply. Chlorine is harmful enough along with the heavy metals, add hydrogen fluoride as well and then you have YUK YUK YUK. The food industry, the pharma and petroleum, the weapons and greedy landowners need to reform and see the light. The quest for power and prestige inflames the ego and dims the responsibility towards a shared world and its beauty and pristine loveliness, when this is realised we see it in others and ourselves.

Once again the Perceid meteor showers of August returned around about the 9th to 19th. They originate apparently from the Perseus region which is near the northern hemisphere of Andromeda and Auriga. Perseus was the son of Zeus and Danae who slew Medusa and rescued Andromeda. Some web sites put great store on these astronomical events. My take on this as with all astro phenomena and numerological happenings is that we are an interconnected, interrelated, sequencing system and as in other sciences such as the butterfly [see earlier monarch butterfly trigger, blog] and an energetic input is accrued. The interpretation is open for debate and what ever resonates with the individual is true for them. Danae visited Perseus in a golden shower whilst being incarcerated; maybe there is a connection here with the meteorites and also all seven of our planets are in the skies at present with a new moon [blue moon] at the end of August 2008, the 30th, and the new eclipsed moon of the 16th. It is said to make wishes then, certainly a very intense energetic time. The planet and we will respond in transforming symptoms as per individual make up and disposition.  Some additional information the Perseids are thought to originate from the parent comet Swift-Tuttle which is due to return in 2016 and very, very close to Earth, since I will or would have been 78 yrs young I may or not witness it from this body, maybe if not in this body I will ride on the comets tail! 

Well the Olympics have come and gone the crazies are trying to deny British success and make it a European Team next time, I bet the maniacal ones who want a uniformity and rob our individuality as organic and free beings to evolve without constraint will push and our nanny government to capitulate in order to prostitute itself for money regarding the 2012 games in the UK. Watch this space.

I had a meeting with some elderly GP's and we discussed many of the ideas in my blogs, which several had read. They reminded me that blood pressure used to be 100 plus your age. My Doctors view no matter what your age you must be somewhere between 125/75/60 and top limit 140/80/67. No matter what body size, ethnic group, no weather related sensitivity and so on. Check out www.globalbioweather.com . I am in touch with them about their flippancy towards moon sensitivity as it is the most important and the extraordinary input of energy[electron volts, see other blogs] apparent as we move to alignment with the central milky way Mass [Central Sun] and their ignoring of the C24 50% increase of the sun cycle. However their site is very very good and you can get a reading daily and see how it relates to you. I found it about 40% accurate for me and the rest I know are the transforming energies. Give it a try. Some European Doctors have a similar bio forecast linked into their clinics, dentists too. They tend to issue fewer pills and trust the patient's needs and feelings. Someone who really listens. When reading this blog if not HMTL format check out menu in left panel. Click on Destiny and there you will see four video's by Project Camelot and one large one all on the remarkable David Wilcockl. If the large one confounds you view the four underneath. Then if you want more and not so racy and mind boggling click on Aliens and view Robert Dean and his Wife a two part view. I endorse all that is said, and I am glad as it freed me up from knowing this and researched and witnessed some of it, as I was scared of being incarcerated because of its sensitive nature and the position of the work situation I was in. I was threatened with being crazy and be put away. Many dear friends will vouch I told them in strictest confidence, which none of them breached, these things in the early70's.

In the above everything has to be proven, mathematically and now digitally correct, logic and reason the only law and chemicalisation a substitute for the natural world. Concrete and steel for nature [see the mammoth structures in Dubai]. This is a world of power attainment, the big aggressive car, the ostentatious house and possessions, a signature of 'I have made it'. Translating this to the youth on street corners, 'Street Cred'. To be a gang leader, to prove that you are the 'man'. Akin to this are the multinationals, the hyper and supermarkets, all huge and full of the commodities, tempting the shopper to buy and overbuy, the marketing and so forth, bringing to the purchaser a feeling of the 'good feel factor', a kind of drug, an addiction to more is good and comfortable. The latest hi-fi. TV, mobile phone, umpteen gadgets, all inflating the ego, the mark of prosperity, to build up one's own image to the super star we all may wish to be. This is a take, take and throw away society.

We now come to the oil and house mortgages fiasco. The USA has four million unsold houses, thousands of houses repossessed, people now renting and greedy landlords cashing in on the dilemma. The crash and the oil prices per barrel going up from $10.00 a few years back to $135.00, plus a shortage of supply to boot. This of course has a knock on effect to energy prices, food and all else.

Watching any questions on TV [29-05-08. BBC 1], it was fascinating. The labour MP was for more oil production from OPEC and new North Sea Platforms and Nuclear Power Stations, an economist felt that the pinch would force people to change their life styles [she didn't mention the rich who will cope or more than cope], the green view after stating people in rural areas have schools miles away, no local shops and supermarkets stuck 15 miles away on some motorway, so the car was needed. She then said why not grow locally? Why not have the local small shop back, the old corner shop? Why close down local post offices that could also be the corner shop? The audience were all for it. The MP'S blanched looked uncomfortable. The reason why they looked haemorrhoidal was it was against any of their policies. The public baying reduces fuel tax and by so doing out goes the green policies and targets. Already thieves have been breaking into cars to siphon off petrol, and as money gets short identity fraud, mugging, ATM tampering is on the increase.

It takes on the average forty or so years for a paradigm shift to reach the masses. Our doctors still stuck in statins and jabs, blood pressure for all ages 125/75/60 and so forth, not accounting for weather, season, time of the day, bladder full or empty, cuff inflation and so forth, the machine approach. One diet for all, one body mass index for all [see previous blog]. The car, the business, the house, the erroneous assumption there is an endless supply of everything and life is eternal in the body and running away from death. Many scientists stuck in making weapons and destructive organisms to maim, cripple and control. This supporting the power hungry nations to become the top dog [sorry dogs].

Now I feel we come to the crux and nub. The splitting of the atom, be it as it may, in the bomb has done something else. It split materialism into shards and showed a few scientists the interaction of the mind with the infrastructure of nature. "The great extension of our experience in recent years has brought to light the insufficeny of our simple mechanical conceptions and, as consequence, has shaken the foundation on which the customary interpretation of observation was based". Niels Bohr. Suddenly it was seen we complete the realm of nature. The act of observation takes away the randomness or seemingly chaotic sub particle realm, we are part of it, and there is randomness until we interact by observation to it.

When this filters down into the mass mind, and it is seeping into it now and we are on the verge of the paradigm shift as more minds see the connection and interdependence of all things, then the sense of responsibility and respect will dawn. The sense of I am responsible for my world, the world at large and, I am part of a world family, I feel this in my heart, my total being, and then we will not be held in prison by religion, politics, and acquisition or power games. The splitting of the atom was the shattering of the power game. Suddenly matter was empty of solidness; the thick ice became thin and is getting thinner. The first reaction of the separated mind as in the mechanistic model is panic, fear of drowning, death, loss of status, power, authority. The realisation that emptiness is not daunting, boring, morbid or stultifying brings in a kind of bliss, a kind of deep connection and knowing, a feeling belonging to the all and all.

Those who do not feel the above will know in a deep level, probably at the collective mind consciousness, that this is true, while the surface mind panics and strives to shore up its resistance to this change in the fundamental values. It then turns to distraction, denial and hoarding. To build superstructures of mammoth, gigantic forms, not only of inflated ego's but physical structures. Massive bridges, buildings, vehicles, bank accounts, corporate business with many subsidiary firms all havens for tax dodging, environmental rape and robbing ethnic people of their homeland and heritage. Banks of lawyers employed to find ways around the laws, bribery, corruption and even killing.

The general public are seeing DVD's like Zeit Geist, What the Bleep, 11th. Hour, some new physics scientists speaking out at last. New ideas of a great deep nature coming out, one of which I will mention. [I have mentioned Chrono Biology and many in previous blogs]. This one is named Epi Genetic Control. The mechanistic view was DNA, then RNA to form proteins and the like, it is heredity, a hand me down and we are stuck with it. Unfortunately an old acquaintance of mine Francis Crick founded this view, although his greatness with Watson should not be overlooked, for his time, as with Newton was and is a vital and important step into the right direction, and still applies in some instances.

Epi Genetic Control [EGC] says that the mind through various techniques like visualisation, meditation, various forms of Yoga, Qi Gong, Tai Chi, life style change, alters the chemicals in the body[see my earlier blogs on how this done]. Here again we see the mechanistic solid rules breaking down, everything is alterable by observation, intention and the deep so called fixed genetic hand me down's broken. Another kind of shattering the solid mass, the shattering of the fused solid atomic particle, or so it was perceived to be.

Dr Bruce Lipton feels this is gradually filtering into the medical profession. He resigned from teaching the old DNA paradigm to his students and is pursuing this in his own way. Dr Mercola and others are following. Of course in the early 60's many of us were healing, doing imagery work. Why did we not get the results of the potential it promised? The Eastern philosophies and practices knew this many, many years ago. I feel the reason was that the old paradigm was so entrenched in the collective unconscious, which undergirds the paradigm, that the ability to feel and believe, not by knowing, but by feeling, was sparse, so that a few random 'miracles' of change were known. Now the 'mind over matter' is gradually coming to the fore, we shall expect to see more of these wonderful turn a rounds occurring.[spontaneous remissions as the medics fondly call it].

The fact that incrementally the new paradigm is breaking down, encroaching, stealthily, creeping in, it is applying silent deep pressure to the resistant dam of the mechanistic domain. I can feel this in me, the pressure of letting go of the old way, a realisation through a big increase fuel bill [gave up car and driving 3 years ago], food prices, rent increase and so forth, having to cut my cloth to suit, and the beautiful realm I have experienced when I touch the deep empty pristine consciousness, sends me into a polarity mode, and I can feel the pull of the old and the loveliness of the new.[actually is not new, it is that which is Eternal and has been covered by my own conditioning]. I feel this in others knowing we will all have to embrace the way of Tao, God, Buddha, Christ, Allah, or whatever this consciousness is referred too. I feel the pull in the MP's, they know it is crunch time. Some one some time, someday, will have to confront the Moguls of industry, the flouters of the law of nature. Someone will have to have the courage to do it. That someone is us. 'We are the people we are waiting for'. Breaking news as I write this is that a British MP decided to resign and get elected again if possible on a belief he holds dear and to challenge the Prime Minister. He can lose his job and not be in the cabinet or shadow cabinet, rightly or wrongly he had the guts to swim against the tide, and be true to himself.

Other news is that UFO's were seen in Wales and have been for years; this incident was prolific and involved a police helicopter. Sources I trust and in the know have confirmed this as a 'distinct and important incident'. I feel as the global warming and increased vibratory rate continues, we will see more of this. We are converging to the frequencies our ET friends are used too, so they will be more comfortable in our atmosphere. ET feel a darkness and heaviness and shattering by our thoughts and atmosphere. These are NOT psychic beings but able bodied limbed beings of an amiable nature, although they DO NOT comprehend or understand our emotional hysteria, and so may seem cold and distant, however, they are companionate without emotional demonstrative expression. I repeat they will not help our world or peoples UNTIL we learn to help ourselves. Until we are true custodians of our beautiful Earth.

Noctilucent[night shining clouds] found normally at the poles are now at 40 degrees north and in increasing frequency, could be down to global changes in the atmosphere. The proper name for these clouds is mesospheric clouds [PMCs]. Aeronomy [the study of the upper atmosphere, especially of regions of ionised gas]. In this case the aeronomy of ice through iridescent clouds in the mesosphere. They are now being seen at lower altitudes. I would say a kind of refraction through ice forming like crystals and prisms; one can see various beautiful rainbows that are inverted U shapes and so on through sunlight through ice crystals in the sky. One of the many reasons to keep our skies clear and unpolluted, the beauty of these phenomena is astounding. Maybe our UFO friends come to admire our beauty that could disappear. My gut feeling is that we will wake up en masse when the going gets tough and reaches a peak of so much crud that a clean sweep will follow. When the money trail eventually exhausts itself, when the general population have their freedom impudently curtailed, when the green land and nature is on the brink of annihilation, then we will wake up. When the seeming government says we will provide you with all the care and so on, lulling us into a super EU Nanny state and sneakily bringing in draconian laws to dope us into sublime surrender to the so called affable state then we awaken.

Take cheer in the infrastructure there are those who are already awake and awakening and they are putting down roots and preparing for the devastation that MAY come about. They are laying low at present because the tender shoots are fallible to the rough foot of oppression. The change will definitely come and it will be exponential, incremental and proportional to the rate of awakening. It will gather pace as the snowball garners its feast of snow in its momentum. In the darkest moments the light is given the chance to shine and all is very, very well indeed.

You who read this and similar blogs are those that are awake or like myself arousing out of the slumber and sluggishness of mental stupor, mainly brought about through the stifling brain washing and media onslaught and governmental propaganda. I have heard that some blogs are being removed that are similar to this as it is claimed that it can stir people to riot and be terrorists. The truth is I am referring to a revolution of awakening minds. I abhor violence and acts of bloody terrorism and cannot emphasise that violence is not the answer. Wise incite, thoughtful contemplation, deep imagery and meditation and most of all opening oneself up to the incoming energies of transformation.

Could it be that the power mongers, the greedy, the large business conglomerates, the corrupt government and more like those behind the thrones of power are worried about free thinkers and so try to wipe out perceived threats to their hedonistic empires? Could it be the power infrastructures are creaking under the weight of their own fallacious policies and dictates? Could it be they feel the winds of change and their own stench is flowing back to them? Are they feeling the putrid smell of the rotting carcass of the old outworn egocentric power modes and will someday bury the corpse of the old mentality for good. I think it will happen and sooner than we may think. Have a look at the present condition in Zimbabwe, it epitomises one individuals lust for power and the extent he will go to keep it. Think of other more powerful group leaders, the executives of the large multinationals, the ministers of government who pay lip service to dying people and will not act unless there is oil or minerals to be had. These will be phased out soon, not by violence, please god no. They will soften their hearts as they see their own children get sick and drug infested at the very laws and products meant to be their saviours.

So we accept the end of an era, in its prime it was right and correct for its age in the great scheme of evolution. Now it is time to give way gracefully, share power, share the wonderful new ways coming in, enjoy the pleasure of giving and celebrating in others joy. To feel the wealth of nature and its healing abilities, to let others have their natural remedies', to let us choose the health care we know best suits us. To educate our children in natural law and conservation. To reach out with benevolence to those unlike ourselves. To restore the forests and once again walk the path that nature created for us through the magnificence of the creator. To once again walk unafraid, seeing every child as our child, every person as a member of a vast extended family, and every being in the world of nature as our cousins and there for our ultimate well being.

Someone asked me a question. "NASA has said we are in a solar flare quiet time and that C24 has not started [see blogs] and so how it is that global and planetary warming is carrying on? After all you keep banging on about it." Sometime back in a blog I quoted an article from the Daily Telegraph July 5th 1995 Science editor: "American and Japanese scientists have measured huge energies and are startled, they normally measure cosmic rays in millions of electron volts, over the last two years they have measured rays to the power of 320 billion, billion electron volts." To quote the article, "Something out there — no one knows what — is hurling high energy particles around the UNIVERSE, in this case the most energetic ever observed by scientists — not even the power released by the most violent exploding stars could account for them. Indeed conventional theory says such particles should not exist." There are gamma rays [GRB's], Galactic Cosmic Rays [GCR'S], which I feel come from the Central Sun and beyond[see January 2008 blog and add these ingredients to it]. What the sun is not doing the Central Sun is and it is no coincidence that the global warming is appearing as we travel towards this source.

On December12th 2006 an alert by NASA Space Radiation Analysis Group [SRAG] alerted astronauts at the ISS and shuttle Discovery about a huge solar flare. They had to take cover and there was no procedure to do this. This occurred at 02.00 hours that morning. I have the full log by astronaut Wayne Hale. E-mail me if you wish for the attachment. It has also been found that the Earth's inner liquid which has a function of producing magnetic fields is revolving faster and less viscose could be caused by galactic cosmic rays, gamma rays which also have an affect on the weather patterns, volcanoes, and earthquakes. This is confirmed by various scientists. Again there seems to be an increase in the intensity and barrage from the Cosmos. I suggest this cyclic pattern from the journey around and to the alignment with the Central Sun. This would also explain that our sun and the cosmic influences are mutual and the one common factor to the entire planetary solar system getting warming too. Again no mention what is might do to us. After all if the astronauts went scampering for cover, true a lot is absorbed by our ionosphere etc., never-the –less it seems to have effects on our weather and the like, might it not be the ascension, transforming and so forth spoken about in all my blogs?

August 1st 2008 is a new moon and is indicated as a full eclipse of the sun at new moon, August 30th 2008 is a partial eclipse or annular eclipse of the sun at the full moon, August 8th 2008 is purported to be a extremely powerful energy influx. Many folk have contacted me to say their transformation symptoms are very intense and extreme, me too. The Modula area especially with head pressure [crown and third eye]. Please have medical check if in any doubt. The energies now are acting very strongly to squeeze out non conducive patterns and alignments to the new world era vision.

According to several sites there are after Earth events proceeding eclipses and there is a list which you can get from me by e-mailing and I will do an attachment. These are in the region of 14 days approximately. Lots of Love. Geoff

Trawling through the internet and listening to the writers and famous workshop presenters and book writers, who many are fabulously wealthy [and seriously good luck to them and bless them for spreading the word], they exhort us to stay focussed and calm, be centred, stay present, don't read the news, shut out negativity, or some advise dive into the mire and come out the other side. A workshop participant related to me' it's all very well when they say stay present and the like, they do not live in drug infested council estates, noisy drunken neighbours, living on social security and three screaming kids and a disabled husband'.

What do we do then? Many of us who are not so called enlightened or as some put it on the spiritual path may have to use coping mechanisms. They maybe first aid and they may add to more clutter in the mind, however, it could be said they are relatively less harmful than turning to drugs, alcohol and depression and suicide. There are beliefs that any action that relieve a situation whatever it be is acceptable. Blow the valve in the pressure cooker.

A person e-mailed me and shared his pressure and has allowed me to share it, it is one of many I have with phone calls and the like. 'I used to go for reflexology, occasionally for massage and cranial sacral treatments. However as a pensioner and a meditation and yoga devotee I find the prices are prohibiting and I am forced to cut back due to the rise in energy and food prices, and the halls used are expensive for the instructors and people are not coming for the same reason. I have tried prayer, intention techniques, manifestation, and angel stuff and so on. What do you advise? I feel you are a down to earth man and know your work in forensics showed you the gutter and most negative aspects of human life. Please do not give me a load of spiritual jargon. It would seem all my years of spiritual practice have gone down the drain, I may have to have my house repossessed and I was told by the local priest to have faith and it is a test. Please help I am desperate'.

What advice would you give? How would you answer? From my relatively 'safe' position I could have said" breathe with me go into the silence, there let the peace wash away your fears and then stay aware and see this uprising of fear and just stay with it, let it pass through without judgement, and keep focussed no matter what arises".

Then go to the people caught in the earthquakes and cyclones, in Darfur, in Palestine and so on, homeless and hungry. What can we say to them? It is a cleansing, it is the new energies, and it is a political gimmick?

Getting things into perspective. Well Earthquakes are a natural phenomena [no consolation to the sufferers], cyclones and weather changes, these have two sides. One is we are denuding the planet and the carbon emissions are responsible. The other is Global Warming is a natural cycle and we have exacerbated that with carbon emissions. Should we agree that earthquakes', volcanic eruptions and global solar warming are natural, do we then blame God or Nature? We can then seem powerless and life can be or seem dangerous, unpredictable. We can also say that for our lives and bodies, can we ever be sure we are sure and feel safe? Maybe the enlightened ones do. So maybe we should all strive for enlightenment and perhaps this could be an awakening call for all of us.

Perhaps a slant in education may have some meaning. What if we taught children the delicate and fine line between life and death? Hiding away death? No. Going fully into the reality of death and the beauty of life as we experience in the body. Teaching the pain and gain of loss. Showing that acquisition is no answer to avoiding the loss of the body and possessions at sometime. Fame and grandeur through wealth still does not mean happiness. The Buddhist Monk with a robe and bowl, simplicity, which leads to respect and deep compassion which then addresses the need for inner peace and love.

When I was in forensics I spoke to many a pathologist. Some were agnostic and one said' the only spirit is in that bottle of Haig[whisky] in the office', when I asked 'why do this job if there is no after or before life and it is merely the result of the big bang, an accident?' Invariably the answer would be ' there is no intelligence in the Universe, it develops in time to have a sense of survival and with that comes the urge to survive, so it is a matter of survival, that's why I do my job'. "So you are saying that it is the survival of the fittest, the intelligent gene"? 'Yes'. "There seems to be a contradiction in terms, you say there is no intelligence and yet we have intelligent genes ". 'The intelligence is only a reflex and built up over thousands of years and has acquired a network, and as such adds these learning processes as it were to become a complex mechanism as it is now'. "Then if it is survival of the fittest, why not let everything run riot, let the fittest then survive". 'We have to have some modicum of restraint in order to allow a cross pollination of the genetic material so it does not become incestuous'.

"Can we agree on anything?" 'Yes this body experience is a learning curve for all of us in which way you care to live and believe". Seeing the corpse ready for post mortem and leaving the scene of the crime it certainly gave me plenty of reflection and contemplation. What is your conclusion or musing?

For me running away and not facing negativity is denial. It is fear of being shouted at by New Agers 'Your negative' as if one were an unclean leper [no offence to lepers]'. Being completely in 'love and light and being positive' can be an act and if it natural it is not negative or positive, it is the middle way a synthesis of the two. I do not have glib answers for the world's problems. I have some observations. The internet, satellite TV, computers, e-mails, mobile phone and texting, may have side effects and cause trends, sublimely brainwashing, however, it can bring by the chaos, the horror and the complete mad decisions of the medical, political, religious and terrorists' factions a mass wake up call, a chilling reminder of our collective insanity or a freak out message to chill out with numbness though abusive substances or deep unknown cause frustrated anger to violence, power games and destruction. When the lesson is learnt that destruction, abuse and violence, along with associates suppression, domination and the like only bring more havoc to an already inflamed situation, then the dawning of these facets of human craziness will cease and then inner responsibility and searching will lead to the door of freedom of spirit and then the light of the soul will shine through.

Again when in the world of forensics and police matters think of those who have to clean up the mess of human abuse. I pondered on the sadomasochistic dungeons, the prostitutes and transvestites, the massage parlours, the weird worlds of those who do the kinkiest and outrageous acts, the seedy world of drug dealers and their trade, the body part traders, the animal masochists, the list is endless. We saw it all. Some turned to alcohol to deal with the horror, many officers divorced or were violent to their families. I was no saint I assure you, my way was to be a therapist, healer, do Qigong and Tai Chi, Meditation and present workshops, often having fun poked at me for coping with this or in fairness I pitied the agony and cynicism of my colleagues, each a kind of judgement of the other.

Many said you lead a double life. You should not do healing and therapy with what you do during the day. Yet I saw thousands of clients, done hundreds of workshops and like most therapist/healers have some miracles flow through and feel I have not damaged or abused any of the hundreds. What I am saying is I did not become victim to the so called horror, I acknowledged it, did not deny the resonance in me with some of it, so not letting the 'crud stick to the side of the pan', for me awareness, not suppression held the key to not becoming addictive to the 'dark force or side of life'. Neither did the lure of the bright world of writing my memoirs or becoming 'successful' by using the insights I gained to be a world stage teacher [and I had opportunities to be so]. I do not know what enlightenment is nor would I claim it, but I do know we have to have perspective. 

As I pondered the flotsam and jetsam of Life a kind of inevitability dawned. Not a sullen resignation, a hapless and helpless victim mode, nor a pessimist nor optimist. There was a growing sense of the transient, the vulnerability, the death and decay and yet the birth of new life, the cycles of time, the need to let go and holding on meant in some instances stagnation and putrfication. The realisation dawned and is still dawning there is that that watches the cycles of experience and time; it neither is involved, yet experiences all. It is neither bound or tethered, yet is involved in a way that it is not addicted or holds on or grasps, it can enjoy and let go not desiring to hoard. This seems to be growing [if one can use that term]. Some say well 'you're getting old and world weary]. I say no, I feel it is an awakening, and I feel the world is going through this too. When the mass wake up and feel weary and stop looking for thrills and spills, then an inward direction will be taken. At first to think, then contemplate, then the discovery of the inner world of consciousness, and then the richness of the inner gifts will flow and then there maybe a chance and a window for the mad, mad world to simmer down take stock and get things into perspective, not the perspective of logic which will appear first then giving way in recognition to inner prompting of the intuition which is the joining of the consciousness to its source.

Sun Star EV Lacertae a red dwarf which is 16 light years away, one of our closest neighbours emitted a huge flare on April 25 2008 and was picked up by the Russian Konus instrument on NASA's wind satellite in the early hours of that day. The flare was so bright that it shut down the instrument for safety reasons. The flare was very bright for 8 hours and the x-rays continued until returning to normal.

In view of the sun cycle 24 belting out 50% more powerful sun flares of huge strength and the above and the related blogs of the last few months maybe there is a correlation to this event, acerbating the natural tectonic, volcanic and cyclonic events of late.

Again in perspective, should you hold the views of Atlantis and Mu and so forth or in my blog way back on the UFO story with related mutations of alien genetic stuff, Adam and Eve and so on, we may ask is this history repeating itself? Is this in fact the time of the second fall as it were. The Babylon story fits in here as well. Have we enough awareness to turn the tide? Will we awake in time to turn the tide? Will we have to be almost wiped out and the elite rule the mass? Will the masses be monitored? See June blog. Will people power, not by violence but by awakening, jolt many of us out of our apathy? I am hopeful it will. Will this window of opportunity pass us by?

I have mentioned many times in blogs gone by that we have 2012, 2035 and 2075. Should we not have a critical mass awakening by then, then we may have to wait another 2400 or so years for another opportunity. The monitoring of mail, phone and mobile calls, faxes, texting and e-mails is an attempt to nip the bud of awakening and stopping it coming into fruition. The telepathic and synchronistic channels and its empowerment is the real way of communicating. We have to make sure we are clear channels and regularly sit in silence, be the unbiased observer, the witness and catch the subtle nuances of sabotaging external influences. Watch out for mass water indoctrinations, new medicines which as you can see in back blogs are meant to dull and destroy the mind, a kind of frequency, medicinal and sublimely induced dementia.

Banish all fear not through suppression or angry outbreaks and reckless violent out breaks, but any action endeavour to let it stream forth from the quiet centre within.

A great deal of hope can be gleaned from the fact that when several ideas or inventions have been garnered, the so called inventor has claimed it, and then it was found others had this as well. A kind of a down pouring, an umbrella type of phenomena. See also my blogs on cells, rats and the 100 monkey. See latest Rupert Sheldrake research and books. See my blogs on Chickens Don't Lie, fear not there is an underlying frequency no one can touch or interfere with, try as they may. There lies in the infrastructure in the deepness of ourselves, the universe, and the saving grace. We have to clear the attic of ourselves, the collective dross of an outworn age and stale stultifying stagnant putrefying debris, the puss and blemishes, the scars and hurts of humankind. The Earth Mother is doing this and so are we.

The news on TV [29-05-2008] in the evening showed a monkey with wires attached to its brain that could move a mechanical arm towards it with food by thought or mind power. I wrote in an earlier blog about the wonderful non wired chicken and rabbit experiments that were done in France and how chicks and rabbit kittens altered random event generated programmes, rats that solved maize's and the same genus with same maize layout in other countries, once the maize had been solved passed on by morphogenetic fields [telepathy?] to new sets of rats did the maize in less successive time. Well what hope for the future? {Maybe able to google in Chickens Don't lie}.

The butterfly theorem which to my understanding states that something very small can trigger off a cascade of events to a large happening. May 23rd 2006 witnessed by the Solar and Heliospheric Observatory [SOHO] coronagraph, a comet impacting into the Sun. It is a fragment of a large comet that broke up 2000 odd years ago and is a shard or fragment of the Kreutz band of sun grazers studied by this 19 century astronomer. Scientists' are debating whether such a tiny, in comparison to the sun's size could trigger off a CME [See Jan 2008 blog and before]. {Akin to a solar flare}. It so happened a CME occurred at the impact zone and not long after. It is thought it is coincidental. I feel not as in the butterfly this may happen. I have gone to some lengths in earlier blogs to give my and sciences view on entrainment, induction, butterfly and so on, I hope to have portrayed a spiritual aspect on this.

Be this as it may, NASA scientists have a new slant on the plasma storms and how they react with Earth's magnetosphere. The main pressure seems to arise from protons. Research by astrophysicist Mei-Ching Fok at the NASA Goddard Space Flight Centre.

Why is this so important to me? Because I feel that the increase in solar output causes more magnetic disturbance in our Earth and we have similar magnetic fields that surround us and in us. Incidentally the plasma rushes towards us at 1.5 million mph or more. 

Plasma from super storms interact with the Earth's magnetosphere which trigger off the Aura Borealis and other beautiful phenomena, they can also interfere with communication between satellites and aircraft communications when near the North Pole, GPS Systems and power grids. However no one or at NASA says it effects us! Or at least a detailed scientific study. Why is this so important? Blood pressure readings, cholesterol, urine, saliva, ovulation, hormone measurements all fluctuate with weather and magnetic conditions. Doctors would have to check environmental data first, barometric, wind, humidity, this could all be done in a simple link to weather forecast centres, and a telemetric device could easily be installed. This of course would see less doling out of pills, rushing off patients for blood tests and so forth. The multinationals' and sharks of money making would absolutely loathe this. Traditional Medicines of course recognise this already.

Some blogs back I mentioned the magnetic north had veered some 56 KM East and that many runways had to be recalibrated, I wonder has it veered more so? It has been shown that the magnetic increase has pulled the Jet Stream landwards. So does it affect us? Why does NASA just leave it as phenomena? Why have serious scientists not done a really deep study on this increase in magnetism, the Shumann resonance, the whole reason for Global Warming as a cyclic evolutionary step in our history? Maybe we are not ready yet, maybe we have to let the collective mass consciousness time to let it sink in, we are one with everything everywhere, and with this in mind we are responsible for our future.

As I write this which is 02-06-08 it has just been on teletext that UK scientists have discovered that Chlorine in tap water is harmful to unborn babies and causes hole-in-the heart, cleft palate and anencephalus. I have long complained and campaigned to take this dangerous chemical out of water systems. Imagine the cocktail between that and fluoride with many other chemical constituents found in tap water. We could so easily add ozone.

Imagine this scenario. A person goes for a medical check up, they have not long got out of bed, or been to the gym, had a full breakfast, bladder full, it is a windy day. The check up will show high blood pressure [add white coat syndrome to this] and other false readings. Plus most Doctors use the same cuff on their machines for all sorts of arms. Plus are the machines calibrated regularly. The person is sensitive to barometric and other environmental factors. The Doctor prescribes a drug of some sort, the statin more than likely, a drug that is deadly in side effects. The person says this is dangerous. The doctor replies the side effects are serious in some cases, but the risk of a heart problem is worse. The person tells the doctor of the environmental issues, the doctor calls the person a crank or eccentric. You think I am joking well it happened to me and to others I know.

The drug which I will not take is not necessary as a private check up showed it is a wrong diagnosis. Further more the drug taken by one of my colleagues, which a private check up proved unnecessary to take, has her so worried so she takes it. The side effects are horrendous. A bright lovely person almost crippled with all sorts of side effects. The summary is if we take weather and other factors like full and new moon into consideration then the readings would be commensurate and concomitant to that condition and not sullied by drugs. Get a second opinion and do have check ups by a health professional if you are worried.

It is interesting that although NASA and various other Institutions deny frequencies affect us, never the less NASA put a device in their craft to mimic the Schumann resonance. It would be nice if one or two of their scientists did research about magnetic fields and its effects in and around the human body. After long time in space, say to Mars, this could be critical. They have postulated that given solar flares in space they will build shielding cabins for the astronauts to dive into, and warn them. With Global warming on all planets and cycle 24 of the sun spots and a predicted 50% more intensity, someone should do their homework on this. I hope the ISS is well shielded.

Astronomers have found a planet three times larger than ours and as far from its central star as we are from the sun, it has an a very unusual name MOA – 2007-BLG-192LB. They are speculating whether there could be life forms on it. Bye the bye it's a long way from here, not quite sure how far, however, no houses or land for sale yet! Holiday trips not on for the foreseeable future!